trouble finds me

it amazes me that i have no love life what-so-ever,
& yet i have all these "issues"
& everything happens at the same time.

"we dont find trouble, trouble finds us"

whats w/ this sudden attention im getting?!?
i dont think i like it.

can't i just find ONE nice man & there?

& can he look like one of these sexy men:



i have come to narrow down my "taste"
+21 yrs old(but under 30, hey i like older men but not that old), college educated(or in process), nerdy(w/ or w/out glasses), SEXY, shaggy hair(can be short, or long jesus hair. depends on the guy), scruff is ALWAYS sexy, but at the same time keeping clean is a must, effortless style, lean or not too built. no particular race/ethnicity preffered, appreciation for the real good music aka rock & its sub divisions(indie, alt, etc.), & being a musician is a plus(& a minus, trust me i've tried dating this before but its still attracts me).
that short lived other taste i had like a yr ago is no more.
i've gone back to the original taste.

cute long wkend

sometimes, pictures speak louder than words...
<333

daisy catches me at awkward moments:


picking shells:


slurpeeeeeeeee. yum ;)


hahaha i love this shot. it was a mistake. daisy's face, classic.


this shot, much better. i love it.


w/ the nutlover in malibu. love the colors in this one.


mistake again, but its cute.


hahahaha:


the view, oh this view!


i like this, i should become a photographer!
oh i also capture cute/romantic moments.
the bff & the ho rene:


YOU SHOULD HIRE ME! ha.

haven't played in a couple of days

idk how i feel about this either...
like i miss it, but idk... i know its not good either.

anywho, my daddy's birthday was today.
family parties=lame.
but have a lot of drinks, which i dont drink, much.
before that, museum run w/ the nutlover,
which had to be postponed till monday.
then a pinkberry run.
mmmmmmmmmmm pinkberry.
buy me pinkberry & i'll love you, seriously.
got the new pomegranate flavor swirled w/ the original.
YUUMM!

pics of the day?

i like the colors. plus on the original, you could practically see my butt.


daddy's little girl :)
ha my eyes look little. i love this dress, but it bunches up at the stomach & i look chubby, w/e its comfy & i knw im not fat.
i only look tall, thanks to boots w/ heels :D

late nights, early mornings.

are pretty fucken amazing!
specially when the convos are good ;)
soooo good that they run until past 5am.

but then the next day you have to go to school & end up falling asleep in class...
& before my +5 hr convo,
i was bored & took some pics.

productivity.

this wkend was full of it. in no particular order:
movies & coffee, the "talk" but a comical one w/ the best friend which im sure we've had plenty of times before but this one was the funniest, cleaned, cooked, sundaes, hw & more hw, my own laundry, babysat=made $$$. spent that $$$ in 2 stores, victoria's secret & bakers :)
time it took me to make that $: a wk, long hrs of work.
time it took me to spend that $ & then some: 1 hr?
i am now broke, but i can assure you i am pleased w/ my purchases.


ha, it looks like i have no leg.

merry xmas<3

oh the holidays, a time for family & friends, loved ones.
i miss my parents a lot a lot.
i miss some friends a lot a lot.
you know how people get all lonely & shit during the holidays?
i think im finally getting some real closure in that department
& im really happy about it.
i've moved on, we both seem happy w/ our lives now,
& i truly do wish this person well.

the sky may be gloomy, but im pretty damn happy.

My Christmas Family,

Best Christmas Picture, ever!!!!


Left to right: me, nat, marilu, kari, & two of their friends who's names I forgot.
For xmas last yr, I went out w/ my girls on xmas night.
Since I had more fun w/ them, I consider them my xmas family.

For the Holiday Season 2008,
I wanna go here on monday!
Victor aka Harvard Bass aka the artist formely known as Sleazy V will be spinning.
I haven't seen him in like a yr! geez thats forever.


Hopefully we can go =]

psychological aspects of human sexuality

The final's extra credit went a little something like this:
What is the "69"? Explain an advantage & disadvantage.

List an advantage & disadvatage to the following positions.
-Missionary.
-Rear Entry.
-Female-Superior.
(the exact wording)

It amazes me to see the reaction I get when I talk about this class. My friends, you know the mature ones, see it as what it is, just a class. It just happens to be about sex, get over it already. I learned just as much there as I would in a math class, a problem may be presented, here is the info on how to fix it. Big deal.
Did I learn things I would have never learn in math or english? Of course, but ultimately, just because I take a class does not mean I am out there like other girls. I educated myself for the better.

one tequila... two tequilas...

HANGOVERS SUCK!!!
family parties... usually lame.
last night was nice.
oh I am not counting the hangover tho.
But it was nice, the party.
It was my brother's birthday, he's old now.
There was this one guy, a friend of a relative's bf who went.
Who was hilarious & drunk & according to my sister, flirting w/ me.
First thing he asks, "hi. wait, how old are you?"
when i say 20, he goes "good, wait... your still young" lmao.
big wow, he was only 25. & goes on to rant about how i'll feel in 5 yrs.

anywho, PICTURE TIME!

Hi, I pose w/ booze & xmas trees in the background.


Reasons why I feel like crap today.



The 'rents, dancing.


Big brother(bdai boy), little sister(me), bigger brother.
also, in order: really really drunk, pretty drunk, SUPER drunk.

Do the Panic!

last nite was all sorts of amazing.
There were known people left & right.

The Like was sooo good!
I couldn't find a video from the show of them, so here is this one from a previous performance, which sounds amazing like they did last night.


And Phantom Planet, aw it was their last show ever,
& I am just happy to have been there to be part of it.
Alex walking over the crowd to get to the 2nd floor & then jumping back onto us was amazing. His back feels nice, lol.
(not my video, but I found it, so here, experience the amazingness)


But my FAV part of the night, was def. when they went onto saying that the band is really old. And to make his point, Alex said that STP's "Plush" was the hit at the time when they got started. He played the beginning and then the others just went along and started playing it.
AHHH! That was amazing. I will miss out on STP at KROQ's Almost Acoustic Xmas buuuuuuuuut I at least got that small cover from an amazing band during their final show.


Their goodbye...

R.I.P.

I was unable to attend Ernie's wake last night due to my cold, but I went to the mass this morning, my mom went with me. We sat near the back, because I had a very bad cough. It was like a reunion of Bell High, except it was full of all the people I never talked to. The church was pretty full, which was nice to see there were all those people there for him.

At the end of mass, I saw my Halloween "fiance" who sitting a couple of rows behind me. Long story short, he was this guy who I saw at a Halloween party last year who kept telling everyone that I was his future wife.

Then I ended up going Xmas shopping with my sister Nancy for her kids. We didn't find what she wanted so we left, however I got her some frozen yougurt which she liked. It was not as amazing as Pinkberry is, but it was pretty damn good.

I will like to end this post with:
R.I.P. Ernesto Roa.

kind of in l♥ve

with these:




i dont wear watches, but i'd wear that one.
i am not a fan of strapless dresses, but i'd wear that one.


=D ♥ ;)

a cross †he universe,

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downloaded it last night, and i watched it as soon as i could.
(it took like 3 hrs to download)
i liked it. the cd was good, makes me feel like i am back in the crowds of detour '07 when i experienced my first Justice concert.
the Documentary By Romain Gavras, So-Me & Justice was hilarious.
& i think i have an equal crush for both of the boys now,
you would think i would be like why after watching this would you like them?
but i've always thought xavier was sexy, and after watching this i thought gaspard was so awkward but that made him cute.


a clip of xavier<3

oh & this, hahaha gaspard's "wife" hahhaahahhahaa.


"i can't speak french anymore" lmao.


also, i found this and im in love w/ this dior dress.