merry xmas<3

oh the holidays, a time for family & friends, loved ones.
i miss my parents a lot a lot.
i miss some friends a lot a lot.
you know how people get all lonely & shit during the holidays?
i think im finally getting some real closure in that department
& im really happy about it.
i've moved on, we both seem happy w/ our lives now,
& i truly do wish this person well.

the sky may be gloomy, but im pretty damn happy.

My Christmas Family,

Best Christmas Picture, ever!!!!


Left to right: me, nat, marilu, kari, & two of their friends who's names I forgot.
For xmas last yr, I went out w/ my girls on xmas night.
Since I had more fun w/ them, I consider them my xmas family.

For the Holiday Season 2008,
I wanna go here on monday!
Victor aka Harvard Bass aka the artist formely known as Sleazy V will be spinning.
I haven't seen him in like a yr! geez thats forever.


Hopefully we can go =]

psychological aspects of human sexuality

The final's extra credit went a little something like this:
What is the "69"? Explain an advantage & disadvantage.

List an advantage & disadvatage to the following positions.
-Missionary.
-Rear Entry.
-Female-Superior.
(the exact wording)

It amazes me to see the reaction I get when I talk about this class. My friends, you know the mature ones, see it as what it is, just a class. It just happens to be about sex, get over it already. I learned just as much there as I would in a math class, a problem may be presented, here is the info on how to fix it. Big deal.
Did I learn things I would have never learn in math or english? Of course, but ultimately, just because I take a class does not mean I am out there like other girls. I educated myself for the better.

one tequila... two tequilas...

HANGOVERS SUCK!!!
family parties... usually lame.
last night was nice.
oh I am not counting the hangover tho.
But it was nice, the party.
It was my brother's birthday, he's old now.
There was this one guy, a friend of a relative's bf who went.
Who was hilarious & drunk & according to my sister, flirting w/ me.
First thing he asks, "hi. wait, how old are you?"
when i say 20, he goes "good, wait... your still young" lmao.
big wow, he was only 25. & goes on to rant about how i'll feel in 5 yrs.

anywho, PICTURE TIME!

Hi, I pose w/ booze & xmas trees in the background.


Reasons why I feel like crap today.



The 'rents, dancing.


Big brother(bdai boy), little sister(me), bigger brother.
also, in order: really really drunk, pretty drunk, SUPER drunk.

Do the Panic!

last nite was all sorts of amazing.
There were known people left & right.

The Like was sooo good!
I couldn't find a video from the show of them, so here is this one from a previous performance, which sounds amazing like they did last night.


And Phantom Planet, aw it was their last show ever,
& I am just happy to have been there to be part of it.
Alex walking over the crowd to get to the 2nd floor & then jumping back onto us was amazing. His back feels nice, lol.
(not my video, but I found it, so here, experience the amazingness)


But my FAV part of the night, was def. when they went onto saying that the band is really old. And to make his point, Alex said that STP's "Plush" was the hit at the time when they got started. He played the beginning and then the others just went along and started playing it.
AHHH! That was amazing. I will miss out on STP at KROQ's Almost Acoustic Xmas buuuuuuuuut I at least got that small cover from an amazing band during their final show.


Their goodbye...

R.I.P.

I was unable to attend Ernie's wake last night due to my cold, but I went to the mass this morning, my mom went with me. We sat near the back, because I had a very bad cough. It was like a reunion of Bell High, except it was full of all the people I never talked to. The church was pretty full, which was nice to see there were all those people there for him.

At the end of mass, I saw my Halloween "fiance" who sitting a couple of rows behind me. Long story short, he was this guy who I saw at a Halloween party last year who kept telling everyone that I was his future wife.

Then I ended up going Xmas shopping with my sister Nancy for her kids. We didn't find what she wanted so we left, however I got her some frozen yougurt which she liked. It was not as amazing as Pinkberry is, but it was pretty damn good.

I will like to end this post with:
R.I.P. Ernesto Roa.

kind of in l♥ve

with these:




i dont wear watches, but i'd wear that one.
i am not a fan of strapless dresses, but i'd wear that one.


=D ♥ ;)

a cross †he universe,

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downloaded it last night, and i watched it as soon as i could.
(it took like 3 hrs to download)
i liked it. the cd was good, makes me feel like i am back in the crowds of detour '07 when i experienced my first Justice concert.
the Documentary By Romain Gavras, So-Me & Justice was hilarious.
& i think i have an equal crush for both of the boys now,
you would think i would be like why after watching this would you like them?
but i've always thought xavier was sexy, and after watching this i thought gaspard was so awkward but that made him cute.


a clip of xavier<3

oh & this, hahaha gaspard's "wife" hahhaahahhahaa.


"i can't speak french anymore" lmao.


also, i found this and im in love w/ this dior dress.

ps. liars...

im onto your sorry asses.
it might be a year overdue, but better to know the truth late than never.
you wont sneak back into my life, ever again.

on a totally different note,
i was asked by a friend to do some photoshoot thing,
but i have no time right now to do such a thing,
it sounds interesting & fun.
and i've never done something of that sort,
i'd prolly be overwhelmed by it.
if it werent right before finals, i would prolly have done it.

almost acoustic xmas??

night 2! i wanna go!
me & daisy wanna go.

franz ferdinand.
the killers.
the cure.
death cab for cutie.
vampire weekend.
snow patrol.
scott weiland <--hello, he was in stone temple pilots & velvet revolver, fuck yeah!

i could care less about paramore, i knw like one song.




as for night 1, i wouldnt mind going either:
the offspring! fuck yes!
stone temple pilots, not just scott, tho im kinda hoping they do night 2 also, i mean, he's already going to be on stage... might as well perform some classics, no?
=D
ok, those are really the only two i wanna see...
i really really wanna see them!


wow, now im like 90's mode.

Dance, Dance, Dance?!

tomorrow, going to Dance.
Though it has become full of underage kids,
(I thought it was +18? I guess I was WRONG! I don't like little kids.)
it should be fun, I'll make it fun.
I like getting the gay guy compliments there, cutest ever =]
Besides, I deserve a little break from homework every fucken night.
& of course I lied to get permission to leave the house =D

i hate english 103

Procrastination at its fucken best:

i want a boy w/ jesus hair.

oh dang ;)

just look at him --->
need i say more???
♥♥♥

"he has a jesus esque look
fuck yah haha see i told u there hot"
-Krissie.

hello, foxxy?

By the looks of it, I am going to go see M>U in January, though it is still kinda up in the air. I guess its a tradition? LOL. We've seen them at around that time for the past 2 yrs, give or take a day or two. By [we] I mean the bff & I. How cute right? hahahahahaha.

+1 yr ago. backstage @the house of blues. first & only pic we've ever took together.
----------------------------------------->

I doubt he'll want to talk to me. I was vague during our last convo about hanging out last wk. He wants to hang, but I hardly have time to myself because of school, much less for friends. He's gonna think I only want to hang for perks, but I don't want any. I am going for fun. After all, he does make some pretty bomb beats, and I miss those shows.

Plus, its a GIRLS NIGHT!


(I love this picture of us 3. Its a year old, we need a new one, but still, I love it)
I am going with my bbygirls Daisy & Marilu(& shes taking a friend from school)
So no drama(I can only hope!)
No boys, well, idk about that one.


"Stylish girls don't have curfews!"
*as his Champagne is spilled onto my shirt.

DJs are only good for...

my favorite quote of the day:
"DJs are only good for making beats, hooking up, & backstage passes"-Eric.
hahahahahaha. oh the truth behind that is amazing.

random things i like:
-cute comments/msgs/IMs such as "ur sweet" & stuff.
-getting numbers when i dont even ask. haha.
-getting good deals on cute shoes.
-saying i want hot chocolate & then my dad makes it just for me.
(im spoiled in some ways)

Forever♥

I am working on a paper(bummer) but to drown my nephews & nieces out(all 6 of them!), I am listening to a random playlist of music from my iTunes. I came onto one of my favorite new songs of the moment, "Forever" by Walter Meego. It is such a cute song, and it has this amazing beat that mellows me out.




Plus Justin Sconza is ridiculously good looking.

OBAMA WON!

It is time for change.
I am proud to say I voted.
=]


& Eric "voted" too,
well more like got kicked out for wearing that shirt to the polls. But his intensions meant well, plus he's not 18 yet, so by him sporting that shirt was his way of supporting Obama =]

HARD.

I had been too busy to post anything, but I am making a bit of time right now. So HARD was gooooood times! When we got to the parking thing, the girl asked if we were going to the "raid" lmao! Of course, being that none of us are 21, we had to stay in Daisy's car to drink. Bad idea, someone was bound to spill a drink... & that someone was me =/ I felt so bad for that.
Eventually, we got to the Shrine, saw the "line" and waited, not for that long, luckly.

Once we were in, PARTY TIME!
We danced, we laughed, we danced, we sat, we talked, we danced, we sat, we danced, and yeah. The lineup was sick, I loved it.
I wish we would have stayed for the Justice set longer, I heard it got way to amazing, but we went to go see Boys Noize instead, which was pretty bomb & I wanted to see him because I didn't see him at EDC.
That disappointment aside, HARD was pretty bomb, minus the invasion of all the ravers. HARD wasn't a rave, and they made it into one. I still had fun tho.

PS. Random running into ppl i know was fun, for the most part.

Now, for some pictures!
Danny was too drunk, we ended up taking care of him.


BFF. we like bad boys ;) hahahaha


CUH!


Being that HARD was not I repeat not a rave, I ignored the light shows because I did not pay all that $$ to sit on my ass & watch lights. I payed to dance & hear goood music =]

im in the middle of that picture, standing. hahaha.

Oh, this X is the only [X] I enjoy...

I got a comment a bit ago today:
"i found this on a blog right now and i thought of u haha"

hahaha how cute, Xavier de Rosnay makes ppl think of me.

=]
<3


I'm watching the World Series Game 5 right now,
Stupid Phillies, I hate them.
They are like an inning away from winning the series...
=/

Bcuz I didn't wait till the last minute.

I am not in desperate search of tckts to HARD =]


It will be amazing!

What difference a year makes!

Last night I stayed up until past 2am working on a paper, which isn't new but I thought about my life a year ago, and its completely different. Don't get me wrong, I had a lot to do last year, academically speaking, but this yr seems to be more loaded with work.

OCTOBER OF LAST YR:

Me & Daisy @detour '07. Right before finding sexy boys and dancing with them, getting numbers/contact info from said guys, smoking, trading a pic for a drink from some girls, cruising downtown LA,
VIP Private Parties at hip hotels, being snuck in by the DJ, drinks, meeting famous people, drinks, being drunk, B spilling champagne on my top, dancing, kisses, dancing, fuzzy memory, being so drunk that I smash into famous lead singers & get hugs afterwards, feeling lame but lucky, browsing youtube the next day, just in case.

NOVEMBER OF LAST YR:

Daisy & I, already intoxicated & walking to a party, notice the bottles in hand.
God that night was something, free enterance, drinks galore!, dancing, boys, getting a lap dance(don't ask)

DECEMBER OF LAST YR:

Me and Nat. Before going into Dance for Xmas. Smoking, drinking, getting caught and thrown out before we even entered the damn club, sneeking back in & dancing on tables with Nat(thought that part was just fun).

OCTOBER OF THIS YR:

My nights and weekends now consist of homework, homework, and more fucken homework. Its pathetic and sad, but you know what, last year I made some stupid mistakes. This year, I have tried to focus on the future rather than the now, and it is boring, but it will pay off.

But I do miss the fun and carefree nights sometimes...

Mistaken for Strangers...

Its sad when you are supposed to be the one person closest to someone, but you feel like a stranger instead.
=/

On a better note, due to today's sad events,
I discovered that my new mascara doesn't run or smear.

I hate looking for new makeup because you never know what to expect, but I am now loyal and faithful to this baby.

Me Llamo Yonas

Just got back from the Weezer concert @the Forum...
omg, amazing!
They played all my favs.


The crowd was lame during Tokyo Police Club,
they're performance was pretty bomb,
and the crowd was like w/e.
Daisy and I had fun, and were singing along.
The crowd was feeling "Nature of Experiment"
We liked em all.

haha, how amazing is that pic?

Angels and Airwaves were boring,
the crowd loved them, we didn't.
Tom got chubby, from what I remember him as.
We clapped when their set was finally over.
We had never been so bored during a concert, at that point.
Walter was out of it, though he is really sick, but he doesn't like them either.

And Weezer... ahh Weezer, they started with "My Name is Jonas" and ended the song by saying "Me llamo yonas" hahahaha. Rivers is hilarious.
They brought out the fans to do a performance of "Island in the Sun" and "Beverly Hills" (Hootanany, spelling?? well yeah, thats what its called).
It was really good. Rivers told the crowd to participate.
The boys were to say "Beverly Hills, thats where I wanna be"
and the girls were to say "Gimme Gimme, Gimme Gimme" but in the girliest voice ever.
hahaha. good times!

um side note, BRIAN BELL IS SEXXXXYYYY! ;)

oh haaaayyy!
i'd sit on that couch w/ him anyday ;)

ps. daisy & wally giving me driving tips, amazingly hilarious.
but i did learn.
i need to work on my license, asap!

they lost...

They were doing so good.
I'm so sad.
I know we can still have a chance,
but common, one game more for the putos, i mean phillies and they go to the world series.

Oh, I really hate this guy.

N Y L O N

So I've been reading my Nylon Magazine,
Zooey Deschanel is so pretty.
AND talented.

My favorite picture of the bunch.

The Kings of Leon piece was a good read.
As for the new album, I've only heard a couple of songs.
"Sex on Fire" is the only song I really like.

There is also a piece of Yo Majesty, that as soon as I saw,
"Club Action" came into my head =]

Other one worth mentioning, Daisy Lowe.
She is just pretty, and um, hello, have you seen her father?
That man is gorgeous.
So she has to have good looks.

& the benches clear!

NLCS Game 3.
Phillies were up 2 games to 0.
It was essential that the Dodgers won tonight's game.
and oh haaaaaaaaaaaayyy, we DID!
7-2 Dodgers.
Fuck those who were hitting my boy Russ.
I was mad, and told Daisy I was going to hit them in the face.& she txt me "in that case, they'll have 2 balls in their faces, and not the manly kind maritza, i knw what ur thinking lmao!"hahaha, ahh thee best friend is hilarious.

The 3rd inning was the best.
haha, fuck Victorino!
I love Martin's quote at the end of the game
"it wasn't at his head, it was over his head"
cuz Victorino wouldn't stfu about "dont hit the head, you can hit my ribs, but not the head" thing.
& Manny gets all mad super quick.
temper much? hahaha but it made for good entertainment.


now... lets win 3 more games yea??

imagine this...
Dodgers vs. Red Sox World Series?
omgz omgz omgz.
hahahahahaha.

MY detour review.

i've read other posts that say detour was bad this yr.
but i liked it.
obviously last yr was fucken great!
(bloc party, oh & um JUSTICE! need i say more?)
but this yr was fun too.

Datarock was hilarious.
their performance of "Computer Camp Love" had me laughing for a good while.

And though they took forever to set up & they started their set late, Cut Copy were pretty damn good. i was however disappointed that they didnt play "time stands still". but oh well.

But the highlight of the night:
THE PRESETS!
they were just amazing. again, i was sad that they left out "girl and the sea"
and would have like to have heard "if i know you" and "kitty in the middle" (fav songs) they pretty much rocked.


julian & kim are sweethearts.
got to meet em.
they are really down to earth.


& got their autographs =]