"thanks, you're not so bad yourself."

Oh hayy Brian Bell from Weezer<333
Sure made my day with that comment the other day.

So I am now 21! My birthday was fun. Only Marilu, Daisy, Claudia & Edgar made it. Everyone else was "busy". At least Krissie tried to make it, it wasn't her fault that the line to get into Moscow was so damn long, I got to see her for a min.

Wearing: Black & White ruffle bust dress, black patent leather oxfords, studded white clutch, chunky studded silver bracelet, oversized silver flower ring.

21!

Its almost my happy birthday! eek!
You should go join my lovely friends & I:


What should my "first drink" be???
I asked my sister-in-law, who knows ugh, her drinks. She suggested her old favorite(she can't drink anymore, being that she is 8 months preggers).
So a kamikaze perhaps?


I am hoping to have a good time tomorrow night. I had planned for a girls night, but a few of my close guy friends may join. Either way, when I pictured my 21st birthday, this is what I had in mind that it would look like, more or less, you know, minus the like & co:


oh also, I am planning to retire the screen name ROCK&ROLL QUEEN as soon as I turn 21...
I feel like its old now, its part of who I was at age 18, 19(specially 19) and 20.
and I want a change for 21... everyone is telling me I will be a real adult now, not an "amateur adult" like Walter called me at 20. So it more than likely be gone at the stroke of midnight.
Also, I feel kind of awkward when people have approached me saying "Hi, you are "Rock & Roll Queen" right?" Though thank goodness this hasn't happend in like what, 2 years? See, I guess I was living up to the name back in 2007 when I was 19...

I hope I become a Ghost

I can't seem to get enough of the Deadly Syndrome right now. Maybe its the music... or maybe its because I think Chris is fucken charming & adorable. I think it is a combo of both. I wish they played a gig soon. I'd so be there in a heartbeat.

My sister & I spent quality time day the other day looking at their live footage, we love how he dances.


and, then we were having a blast watching him dance, period.



mmmm. just how I like my men:



I found this in a blog, I forgot which one, but this picture is beautiful:

no mercy!

Last night: Sparks(they are still around!) in the car, people starring at us, singing, more people starring, douche bags cutting us off, Dodger Dogs, Nachos, Big Blue Margaritas, the Nutlover, the MLB & co. cheering, booing, drinking, drinking drinking, Busting missions to get from Reserve to the field, showing no mercy, running & cutting people off, jumping over onto the field, getting yelled at for doing so, fireworks show, taking it all in, pictures, stealing some grass, sitting down & just *sigh* loving life...
Dodger games are fun!
& now, picture time, duh:

the BIG Blue:


the birthday girl downing that margarita.


yuumm yumm yummm.


alma had to be photographed drinking also.


cheers!


alma, steph & i sitting where our lover casey plays.


MLBs♥

Something ain't right.

The moon is not quite bright
The time is not quite now
Your lips are close to mine
I'm leaving, I'm leaving, I'm leaving, I'm...

Our brains are not quite full
So stuffed with half-thought thoughts
Math problems still to solve and
I'm leaving, I'm leaving, I'm leaving, I'm...

Why don't we move ourselves up the road
I don't know which turn was wrong
But the roughest roads are the ones that take us home
Why don't we lay peacefully at night
I can't count the minutes we've lain here
Something ain't right
Something ain't right
Something ain't right
Something ain't, no it ain't, ain't
Something ain't right

Look back at whats behind us
Left home with eyes ahead
The colors run together
They're bleeding
They're bleeding
They're bleeding

Why don't we move ourselves up the road
I don't know which turn was wrong
But the roughest roads are the ones that take us home
Why don't we lay peacefully at night
I can't count the minutes we've lain here
Something ain't right
Something ain't right
Something ain't right
Something ain't, no it ain't, ain't
Something ain't right

Something ain't right
Something ain't right
Something ain't right
Something ain't, something right
Something ain't, something

I'm leaving, I'm leaving, I'm leaving, I'm...

Something, I'm
Leaving, I'm
Something, I'm
Leaving, I'm

Something ain't right
I'm leaving, I'm
Something ain't right
I'm leaving, I'm

Something ain't right
I'm leaving, I'm
Something ain't right
I'm leaving, I'm

I am completely in love with this song by The Deadly Syndrome. This band is too damn good. I saw these boys open up for Moving Units at the House of Blues back in 2007(I remember that, ugh eventful night). They are really nice guys, really easy on the eyes, & talented, duh! I met all 4 of them backstage at that show, I can never get their names right, I apologize. But they were the sweetest and although they were busy loading up their gear, they were still polite & chatty. Plus their drum circle during "Eucalyptus"(pictured above, the view from backstage) is so much fun to watch & it gets you even more into their music. I highly recommend this band!

MLB♥

Steph & I had discussed this plan before. Since we love baseball so much & have been fans since wooo forever, going to games turns out to be expensive. So we decided we want to marry a baseball player hahaha. Well this would be quite nice if it were to come true. Here are some pretty picks:

David Wright


Russell Martin


Grady Sizemore


JJ Hardy


Matt Kemp


& of course, gotta have the "older" men
JD Drew


Shawn Green


Casey Blake


& there are many more pretty faces. But these are my top guys, have been for a bit now. & I can't think of others right now. & yes, I know the "older" ones are married, so what. A girl can dream...

Let's get down in Barcelona?

HELLO SUMMER '09!
Since for my birthday, I will be going out but cannot fully enjoy the night(being that I have class the next day) I shall enjoy myself some good music & good times June 9th, at the Roxy. Along with 3 of my favorite girls Shannon, Stephanie, & Marilu, we will be dressed to impress & have the fun we deserve!
Since this is an event thrown by Nylon Magazine, I want to dress particularly... girly. I am taking inspiration from this video, or well just them in general:

"what's wrong with your shoulder?"

"Idk, it just saw you & it started to act up" -Walter.
hahaha. stupid "best friend"

He's leaving me a day before my birthday. I seriously get sad thinking that my friends don't give a fuck anymore.
Can you even call them "best friends" when you don't talk to them, or see them, and when you do it doesn't feel like before?
What ever happend to that "bros before hoes" thing?
I am just so damn fed up with not having a "best" friend around anymore.

It wasn't until today that Walter asked if I had anything planned in celebration of it. & when I got home, I saw that Liz had left me a comment asking the same thing. But I hate that I have to be the one to make shit happen.

excuse me while i tie myself up.

Sandals, free of charge since they were originally for my sister from her husband's trip to Mexico, but they didn't fit her. I however, fit into them perfectly.

I'll consider posting up a color photo to capture the real beauty in these suckers. The flower is black with gold studs & a golden sole.

CANCER

it has struck my family yet again.
one of my uncle's was diagnosed this wkend i believe, we just found out yesterday.
it is unknown what stage its in.

also, i know that i've been m.i.a lately.
i just don't have the time or energy for anything/anyone.
which i feel i must change since summer is coming up.
shoot, i haven't even made birthday plans.
last year at this time, i already knew where i was going to celebrate & with who. this year i have nothing or nobody in mind & its rather pathetic since it will be my 21st birthday. i dont even know if our "tradition" is still on, w/ the best friends. its hard to tell when you don't talk to or see said people.
there, i needed to vent.