quick update:

My nephew David is still in the hospital. His surgery went fine, but he's been in recovery and due to medications that have had to been changed, he's still there.
***Update, Sunday September 20: He is finally home!

School: well... I'm still not sure what the hell is going on. I have had some holds removed, but only to find out there's more.

Work: I am still waiting to start working as a T.A. officially.

Friends: They still suck 'cuz I don't see them, in times of need though, they have at least let me know they still care, via text. However, my boy-best friend aka Walter turns 21 at the end of the month & I am planning to take him out to dinner along w/ the girl bff. But she hasn't mentioned anything, so I'll just make reservations & if she can't make it, Walter said we would just do something the 2 of us.

Men: *tumbleweed passes by...
But with little time for family & friends due to school(or lack of it) and work, I don't have time for much else. And consequently, my "love" life has been non-existing this whole damn year. Pathetic, I know. But part of me wants to change this, I haven't even been on as much as a date in... ya it's been a while!

Speaking of men... lately I have found myself kind of infatuated with yet another amazing artist, Brian Aubert from Silversun Pickups. Musically, he's well... amazing. And I happen to think he's a cutie.


One last note/comment: I want these boots!

Fake Tales of San Francisco.

Quick road trip early next month?
Possibly.
With Walter & others, for 3 days.
*fingers crossed*
That is just what I need during my summer break, just a quick little trip up along the PCH with fun people. Plus I have always wanted to visit San Fran. So now I just have to beg the 'rents for permission & bam!

no mercy!

Last night: Sparks(they are still around!) in the car, people starring at us, singing, more people starring, douche bags cutting us off, Dodger Dogs, Nachos, Big Blue Margaritas, the Nutlover, the MLB & co. cheering, booing, drinking, drinking drinking, Busting missions to get from Reserve to the field, showing no mercy, running & cutting people off, jumping over onto the field, getting yelled at for doing so, fireworks show, taking it all in, pictures, stealing some grass, sitting down & just *sigh* loving life...
Dodger games are fun!
& now, picture time, duh:

the BIG Blue:


the birthday girl downing that margarita.


yuumm yumm yummm.


alma had to be photographed drinking also.


cheers!


alma, steph & i sitting where our lover casey plays.


MLBs♥

"what's wrong with your shoulder?"

"Idk, it just saw you & it started to act up" -Walter.
hahaha. stupid "best friend"

He's leaving me a day before my birthday. I seriously get sad thinking that my friends don't give a fuck anymore.
Can you even call them "best friends" when you don't talk to them, or see them, and when you do it doesn't feel like before?
What ever happend to that "bros before hoes" thing?
I am just so damn fed up with not having a "best" friend around anymore.

It wasn't until today that Walter asked if I had anything planned in celebration of it. & when I got home, I saw that Liz had left me a comment asking the same thing. But I hate that I have to be the one to make shit happen.

CANCER

it has struck my family yet again.
one of my uncle's was diagnosed this wkend i believe, we just found out yesterday.
it is unknown what stage its in.

also, i know that i've been m.i.a lately.
i just don't have the time or energy for anything/anyone.
which i feel i must change since summer is coming up.
shoot, i haven't even made birthday plans.
last year at this time, i already knew where i was going to celebrate & with who. this year i have nothing or nobody in mind & its rather pathetic since it will be my 21st birthday. i dont even know if our "tradition" is still on, w/ the best friends. its hard to tell when you don't talk to or see said people.
there, i needed to vent.

Happy Earth Day!

Who knew I would ever be so excited about Earth Day?! Well today started out BAD. I used my new flats which I thought I had broken in, but evidently not. I had to make a stop at CVS before class to get a box of bandaids.
I get to class & the teacher announces we are taking a little walk. Great, just what my hurting feet need. But it turned out good. We went to check out the Earth Day event going on. Got a free plant(which my father has already planted). Some guy that sits behind me started talking to me today. He was funny. Got free Subway & a cookie. It was also demin day so we went to check that out, and day of silence.

Then I get home & have to get ready to go out w/ Jonathan, who I hadn't seen in YEARS. I was so used to jerks, that it weirded me out when he opened doors for me & all that stuff.

He hates taking pictures, but he always lets me do it. I love this shot of him, he was actually looking at a photo he took of me.




He had this on his phone, I thought it looked cool so I made him send it to me. It was from when he was fighting the Anaheim fires of 2008.

i miss my best friend

I don't know why, well I kinda have a hunch, but I don't get to see her anymore. We hardly even text. I have had longer more meaningful convos with strangers I meet at the bus stop, literally, then I have had with her prior to tonight. And the last time we hanged out just the two of us was probably during the rides to school for the winter session. WTF. I think I have the right to miss her. I don't miss people much unless they mean something to me. And all of a sudden its like I don't even have a real best friend since she's not here. Granted nothing major has happened in my life that I need her around, but a girl has to have her bestie in her life. Right? RIGHT??

My brother makes fun of me, saying I already lost her & that I should look for a new friend. But I don't think so, we just don't seem to be as close as before. "Attached at the hip" as my math professor would refer to us as. Now we are, well I don't know but not attached at the hip. I have lost all my best friends since I can remember & she's the one I've know the longest, she's like a sister to me. Next year our friendship turns 10. I don't want to lose the fucker.

2006.


There, my moment of melancholy.
I just had to get that out there, it had actually been bugging me for a while now.
But since we just told each other we weren't used to not having eachother around & that we miss eachother, idk I just felt like I needed to vent a bit.
I know too many people. I have many friends. I have a small group of good friends. But I only have 2 best friends. Daisy & Walter. Oh I miss him too, but we actually talk so its not bad.

they are hard, but i still like 'em.

The theme of yesterday "it isn't what it sounds like" hahaha. Spent most of the day out of my house, it was nice. Went to the beach with Shannon & JayCee. Eating pinkberry while sitting on the sand & walking onto the cold water was the best. You couldn't even begin to imagine how much fun it all was. You really had to be there, luckly for you, we recorded a lot of it. Ended the day with a movie at JC's, "Burn after Reading" man that movie was weird, but I loved it.







aw, the last picture of the night, DUSTY!

he's just not that into you

loves it!!!

dressed up, hello kitty ring, tiara & wand(well that was left in the car after lesly's party)
the best friend
& the nutlover.
lesly's hello kitty themed 21st.
chick flick to end the night.
<3

so much for a girls night...

-_-


"hey, at least u get to see mr. miller"
hahahahahah o man.
krissie knows how to make me smile :)
she cheered me up<3

DJs are only good for...

my favorite quote of the day:
"DJs are only good for making beats, hooking up, & backstage passes"-Eric.
hahahahahaha. oh the truth behind that is amazing.

random things i like:
-cute comments/msgs/IMs such as "ur sweet" & stuff.
-getting numbers when i dont even ask. haha.
-getting good deals on cute shoes.
-saying i want hot chocolate & then my dad makes it just for me.
(im spoiled in some ways)